I have no time anymore. So tired. I update my Facebook status but this takes too long.
I don’t really have much to say. I’m just tired.
Today was fun though. I went out with my friend Dani and we just chatted up a storm. Went to Panera Bread and ate and talked and I enjoyed the conversation. It’s nice to be around an old friend you don’t see too often sometimes.
Time is going by so fast. Audrey was a month old yesterday. My brain feels fried from lack of sleep. If I could sleep for eight hours straight I think I’d be in heaven and completely restored.
Cate is sweet and lovable as all get out. She just adores her baby sister. Emma, on the other hand, seems to be a bit rough and I have to watch her. I’m not putting her to sleep in the crib in there till I know Emma won’t hurt her.
Billy and I fight over such stupid shit. It’s not even worth detailing.
His parents though are way more helpful than they used to be. MIL calls me to ask what she can do and FIL stops by frequently and even gave me a 20 spot (I tried to decline it but he insisted). Odd, huh? I don’t really want them to feel sorry for us though and I kind of feel like they do which sucks. It also makes me feel guilty as hell that they feel obligated to help us so much. She called tonight offering to take the girls but I told her no. We’re fine. We’ll go over there tomorrow for a little bit but my MIL works, ya know? I don’t want her to be complaining about me and going all martyr act like she does when she helps people she feels obligated to help.
Billy and I watched an interesting movie today about this Farmer John guy. That was nice. Cate watched a movie in her room and we had quiet for a little while. It was a good day.
Dinner’s almost ready and then I’m putting these kids to bed so I can just veg. All the days feel so long now and they just run together. . .
You are a glutton for punishment. Just consider the fact that both you and Billy will not be sleeping for the next 18 years!
But I bet the house if filled with lots of love though….
It is way easier to update your status on Facebook regularly over keeping up with a blog. I’ve been guilty of doing that lately, lol.
That’s nice that your in laws are being so helpful but hopefully they won’t hold it over your head later.
((hugs))
Well it’ll get better for sure! Glad the kids are doing good!
Well I feel totally up to date with what you’re doing because I stalk your facebook
I’m really glad to hear that the in-laws are helping out more. I know you need that, even if you feel guilty.
Keep your head up!
Wow, I cannot believe Audrey is a month old already! where is the time going??????